Who knows my heart like you do Lord?

Who sees the the windows of my soul?

Who hears me Lord when I do not speak?

Who forgives me when I’m not whole?

If I could understand the mysteries in your mind.

If I could know the vast, wheres and whys

If I could keep you in my sight.

If I could trust you with my life.

Then…….I wouldn’t struggle with my heart.

I would know my soul has wings to soar.

I would hear your voice instead of mine.

I would understand, I’m not alone,

Even when I’ve fallen, for you will never leave………

I can give you more.

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For a time I will keep you under my wing.

Then I will feed you carefully, little eagle,

making sure each bite is digested slowly.

I will help you stand, then walk, then run.

Later when I know you have the strength,

I must let you fly…………….

If I let you rush, you may miss the task,

that I purposed you for, since the beginning.

If you think you are ready, and you go thru the door

perhaps unsteady, how will you ever know there was more?

Take my hand, and hold onto it tight,

I will tell you when it is your time.

It is different for everyone, you trust me now.

I will know the day, the hour, and the moment,

you will take flight…………….

Lord, I thought I knew you,

but know the winds have changed.

Tossed away, will you find me?

Can still , my heart be sustained?

 Just me and you when things were new,

then the season’s storms blew by.

Did I forget to worship you?

 Will you come, Lord Jesus to gather us- your sheep.

For the days grow long and still,

If we watch and wait, will you hear us yet-

Can we stand strong to do you will?

 The wheat has been blowing in that field,

While the laborers are so few.

What then, now are we waiting for?

Can hardened hearts become like new?

 Safely can we stay behind you,

as we march with your trumpet sound?

Or- have we stayed and hid so long now,

That our roots dry underground?

 I pray Lord that you will find me.

I pray not to be ashamed.

I seek you when it’s early Lord.

I pray not to fall away.

So come Lord Jesus come quickly-

The terrible day is at hand.

I pray we’ll all be steadfast.

So you may strengthen our spirits ,

as we stand.

King James Bible: excerpts from Biblos.com.

A timely word from God Sunday July 26, 2009.

"To everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven"
a) He speaks of this diversity of time for two causes first to declare that there is nothing in this world perpetual: next to teach us not to be grieved, if we have not all things at once according to our desires, neither enjoy them so long as we would wish."To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven."

A season - "A certain time appointed by God for its being and continuance, which no human wit or providence can alter. And by virtue of this appointment of God, all vicissitudes which happen in the world, whether comforts or calamities, come to pass. Which is here added to prove the principal proposition, that all things below are vain, and happiness is not to be found in them, because of their great uncertainty, and mutability, and transitoriness, and because they are so much out of the reach and power of men, and wholly in the disposal of God. Purpose - Not only natural, but even the voluntary actions of men, are ordered and disposed by God. But it must be considered, that he does not here speak of a time allowed by God, wherein all the following things may lawfully be done, but only of a time fixed by God, in which they are actually done."

"To expect unchanging happiness in a changing world, must end in disappointment. To bring ourselves to our state in life, is our duty and wisdom in this world. God's whole plan for the government of the world will be found altogether wise, just, and good. Then let us seize the favourable opportunity for every good purpose and work. The time to die is fast approaching. Thus labour and sorrow fill the world. This is given us, that we may always have something to do; none were sent into the world to be idle."

Notes from the author>

I have been unhinged by current situations, and realize that no matter how hard we try even if we think we can, there is nothing in the world we can do about our gains, or losses, failures, or successes, sadness, or joy, and utimately life or death. There is only one thing we can count on that the supreme being God almighty will take us thru each season in His grace! I speak from a point of view not of my own, but from an awareness that nothing is perpetual as the definition explains, rather then: permanent. With this in mind we all are striving for something that we cannot attain. Yes in this world to others who have not had the experience yet of the cross; gain is of course gain, but to those who have experienced the cross; the bible says we must count our gains, but loss.

"Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ." Phillipians 3:8

So with this timely word from God I assure you, no God assures you, what you may experience now, as gain, be sure to note scripturally in God's appointed season for your life you will be faced with loss. Know  for sure, no matter what you believe this will cost you, it will never compare to what Yeshua suffered on the cross, and what His death and ressurection brought us, eternal life.

Never look at another and believe this could never happen to me, whatever it may be. I am not writing this to be a doom sayer, but a truth giver...........There is only one truth, narrow as it is, but Christ and Christ alone is the promise, and the end of the beginning...........................................

Held here like a prisoner

shackled in my pain.

Can it be you will ever hear me?

Or do things just stay the same.

I am bound by my disbelief.

I refuse to own this suffering.

Jesus, you took away my grief,

With your sacrifice of dying.

I know and want to understand.

as the world goes on with it's living.

Why did you choose me for this task?

It's way beyond my giving.

You tell me of dreams

that I cannot see.

You come and visit them too.

Tangible though they may be...

I yearn to be with you.

Then I could peer down from this pain,

no more tears could cloud my eyes.

And I would give you all I have.

A living sacrifice.